Surrender

The air is dark now, my mind is clouded

I cannot see and I cannot feel

The hardest hit has torn my skin

I cannot cry and I cannot yell

What is life?

Since my eyes meet this world,

What I can smell is only despair

The only beauty I ever saw was the sun

When it rose

When it set

And now, they even take it away from me

From us

We cannot fight

Every time we tried, our lives always diminished

We cannot dream

Every time we tried, our sleep never ended

Then, is it wrong for us to craving for the touch of death angel?

Maybe,

Somewhere in another world,

I see the sunrise

I smell the sunset

I am fighting

I am dreaming

I am

Living.